Wow. I realised I had not been blogging for the past 2/3 months or so. However,I decided to blog today so as to answer something that must be answered, and of course, to slowly revive my blog after all that intensive training.
First thing first, hell yeah! We( B'Div Rifle Boys) are now officially the champions now ! After all that hopes, wishes, determination, motivation , we finally got what we wanted and what we deserved. However, this is not enough. Next target, challenge trophy to be kept. Forever.
Secondly, sorry to those that I had not been linking ! As you can see, my blog is dead for the past two months, and the non-halai thing is still up there fighting with domo.
Third.The most crucial part of this post.
By saying the following, I am gonna risk all of it. Our friendship, and the unforgotten relationship. However, I do hope that we will still be friends after this post . Since things have come to this stage, I have to confess. That day, I did see you, when I was on the bus . I wanted to wave , but you were munching on the seaweed and I guessed you didnt see me so I turned my back up against the glass.
Now, I realised how important it was to not board that bus afterall I owe you an apology, for not inviting you out. Here, I confessed , it wasnt because I was shy. It was because I didnt want to remind myself of the past and what happened during last year on this day. Afterall, during that point of time , I have already managed to heal parts of the wound and didnt want to open it up again.
Of all the things, I was also worried I might do something drastic on that day and I didnt want to do that. I didnt want to spoil your relationship with A.B. afterall he provided you with happiness, which I guessed I failed to do so.
I, too, missed all those times that we are together. I would'nt forget all of them either. Lastly, I hope you would'nt forget about me forever and not just 20 years down the road as neither would I. And of course, do treat him well. Thanks for the memories.
saved the world at 7:05 PM ;
wow! Chinese new year is just tomorrow~ shiok~ Now,I will have income! and hell yea,I finally fixed up my bed! It is huge,occupying plenty of space in my room,especially when my room is so small =x However,I didnt manage to fix up my drawers..
saved the world at 6:47 AM ;
hais.it's 11am in the morning and it's soooooooo boring and it feels soooooooo empty.talking about time,last night i turned in at 12 plus,and today i woke up at 8 plus,and yet,i still feel tired.this sucks,when would i ever get a good night sleep.
yesterday,i finally got my sliver ! after all the training and stuffs,i feel a sense of accomplishment,a sense of satisfactory.but it's strange,the feeling only lasted few minutes and after that i am back to normal.Maybe what others said is true,once u get something,the thing does not appeal to you anymore.isn't it sad? so what would we be living for in life,afterall once u get what you wanted,it would not appeal to you anymore.
Not that i am having suicidal thoughts,but well,does anyone have this curiosity of what it feels like to jump out of the window,or to jump onto the railway tracks?
saved the world at 6:58 PM ;
aw man.It seriously is hard to adapt to secondary 3 life. First,the long pants.Second,the teachers.Third,lessons.Really getting me soooooooo freaking stressed up,and it really was a mistake to have chosen High Mother Tongue.If I hadn't choose it in the first place,lots of things will not happen,lots of things will not be what it was today.
Everything is a mistake,the biggest one would be getting born into this world.What people said is true,as you grow older,the world you will be seeing will be entirely different from the world you see when you were young.However,I do not know why,somewhat I am still hoping to be able to see the world as what I had witnessed when I was young.
Just wanted to post a song that I like,and here it goes.
Jonas Brothers
A Little Bit Longer lyrics
Got the news today
Doctor said I had to stay
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
When I thought it'd all been done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
But you don't know what you got
'Till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like
To feel so low
Every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know
No no
You don't even know
All this time goes by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
Waitin' on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
But you don't know what you got
'Till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like
To feel so low
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know
No no
You don't even know
No no
You don't even know
No no
Two, three, four!
Yeah!
And you don't know what you got
'Till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like
To feel so low
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know
No
Yeah
Woah!
[Oooohhh]
So I wait 'till kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
I'll be
Fine
[Additional lyrics]
So I'm finally here today
You've touched me here today
And I wish that I could stay
A little bit longer
And I will be fine
Maybe,I ought to wait a little bit longer,and everything would be fine,everything would fall into place.
saved the world at 5:35 AM ;
wa.wawa.wawawa.Time really flies.We shall bid 2008 goodbye.Today is the first day of the year of 2009~! I wonder what's in stall for me this year,hope it ain't something bad. And last night...I successfully skip my sleep for the first time! Which means I kept my body and mind running for a total of 22 hours! The other time I wanted to try skipping sleep during chalet,however failed, so this is so called my first success of the year~ sounds lame but it's kinda of hard to do,especially when u have drank alcohol. OH YEA decided to uploaded this screenshot :
I just do not know why but it looks kinda of cool.LOL.Oh yea, I was also telling christine about it,therefore you could see her conversation window.
saved the world at 1:02 AM ;
lalala~ YAY! I finally got some privacy for my computer! My computer is now in my room,okay now its 30% my room,soon it will be,for me to blog is so much easier. In the past, my computer was in the corridor and most of the time when my family members walk past the computer,I will minimise to prevent them from knowing that am I blogging. Afterall,which blogger wants their family members to know their blog? On majority,I mean.
saved the world at 3:04 AM ;
i wonder if people still does read my blog...but well...here's one to you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM HUI EN!=)You are now officially fourteen years old! hehes.=x Better stop emo-ing and think positively! I still owe you a year's late bithday present.hees.and hell yeah.Don't forget what you promised me.
Holidays are seriously so boringgggggggggg.I am bored out of my blue computer chair,my wii,my house,my air rifle,my homework.Talking about homework,I have only completed the maths.Soon,I will be doing my english I guess...hope the feeling of being inspired to do homework last,afterall,it's a mere 2 more weeks before school opens its gate and pupils swarmed in 6 in the morning.
Saw Mr.Lee yesterday after training too.He was real nice,he wanted to treat both me and darryl lunch and drinks but well I was having lunch later,so he only treated me drinks.It's really rare for Mr.Lee to treat us cos well,he is thrifty.ahas.And well,on my way back,I had this sudden gush of inspiration.To make the shooting club a better place,to improve its current condition.I do not really like to waste Mr.Lee and other teachers' efforts to make our club an award-winning one.Oh yeah,not forgetting our seniors too.
saved the world at 5:37 AM ;
